Listening to Jay-Z’s “Lost Ones’ for the the first time everyone knew who he was talking about in the first verse. There were lots of questions and speculation surrounding the second: 23, liked her job more than she did me. Just the fact that he mentioned a 9-5 threw dirt on the person being Beyonce. If you read Nas’ baby momma book, and Jay-Z fling thing, it couldn’t be her either. Carmen’s working days pretty much ended after she had Nas’ daughter.
Could it be that chick from “Song Cry”? Jay once said that was about some ride and grind chick from his past.
Well, from the shadows comes Katrina McCullough. She sent pictures and a letter to Sohh.com, telling them she’s the “Lost One” chick.
She said she and Jay were together when she was 18 and he was 30.
They were together for two years, it ended when she got pregnant and had an abortion because he was messing with Beyonce.
Hmm… someone dial back the clock. On Amil’s “4 Da Fam” doesn’t Jay rhyme about being a father soon? That was 2000, when he would have been 30.. 31… but this chick says she was pregnant in 2003.. still Beyonce’s first appearance on a Roc-A-Fella record was on Amil’s “I Got That”.. you gotta suspect that’s about when they started to hang.. but Katrina’s timeline doesn’t add up to Jay’s age, he would be 34 today.. but the people and circumstances can go on the board.. you know, like The Wire.
She does more than identify herself, she claims that Jay-Z likes Beyonce because she’s a puppet… unlike her, that he is constantly calling her and buying her gifts ‘better than Beyonce’s’ and that she remains close to his mother and sisters and Jay really wants to be with her.
Because of Jay-Z’s ‘stalking’ she said she tried to cheat on him with Memphis Bleek which didn’t work, so now she’s going to bring it to the public and… *drumroll*.. write a book.
Unlike Carmen Bryan who knew Nas before he was ‘Nas’, lived with Nas and his mother, has some type of history despite her willingness to spread em’ for the ‘champions’.. this chick’s story screams of dollars and no cents.. get it? .. no sense.
Haha *I amuse me*
Oh yeah, Carmen Bryan was sued for not paying the person who wrote her book. Not that she lied, she’s not a writer, like.. say, Wendy Williams. You hire someone to put your story on paper.
I do a lot of defending this Bryan chick, just because there is a lot of surface talk, read the excerpt and that’s it. Think I need special favors for this stuff.
Katrina is best to pay her writer a LOT of money.
We all have a few problems with grammar, but her letter smells of dirt weed from a high-school dropout’s project window. Oh, I forgot she’s a career woman, all about her job.. she’s not a writer though, trust me.
The actual letter:
Dear- Editor, I just thought you would be interested in my article as well, about my relationship with Shawn Carter. I grew up in Brooklyn, NY and I met Shawn there and when I turned 18 of course Shawn was about to turn 30 me and him dated for two years. And to this day me and Jay Z is still together, he in fact wants to marry me. But I keep reminding him I don’t want no parts of him ever again.