Dec 22 2006
katrina mccullough

Katrina “Lost One” McCullough Steps Into the Light

Listening to Jay-Z’s “Lost Ones’ for the the first time everyone knew who he was talking about in the first verse. There were lots of questions and speculation surrounding the second: 23, liked her job more than she did me. Just the fact that he mentioned a 9-5 threw dirt on the person being Beyonce. If you read Nas’ baby momma book, and Jay-Z fling thing, it couldn’t be her either. Carmen’s working days pretty much ended after she had Nas’ daughter.

Could it be that chick from “Song Cry”? Jay once said that was about some ride and grind chick from his past.

Well, from the shadows comes Katrina McCullough. She sent pictures and a letter to Sohh.com, telling them she’s the “Lost One” chick.

She said she and Jay were together when she was 18 and he was 30.

They were together for two years, it ended when she got pregnant and had an abortion because he was messing with Beyonce.

Hmm… someone dial back the clock. On Amil’s “4 Da Fam” doesn’t Jay rhyme about being a father soon? That was 2000, when he would have been 30.. 31… but this chick says she was pregnant in 2003.. still Beyonce’s first appearance on a Roc-A-Fella record was on Amil’s “I Got That”.. you gotta suspect that’s about when they started to hang.. but Katrina’s timeline doesn’t add up to Jay’s age, he would be 34 today.. but the people and circumstances can go on the board.. you know, like The Wire.

She does more than identify herself, she claims that Jay-Z likes Beyonce because she’s a puppet… unlike her, that he is constantly calling her and buying her gifts ‘better than Beyonce’s’ and that she remains close to his mother and sisters and Jay really wants to be with her.

Because of Jay-Z’s ‘stalking’ she said she tried to cheat on him with Memphis Bleek which didn’t work, so now she’s going to bring it to the public and… *drumroll*.. write a book.

Unlike Carmen Bryan who knew Nas before he was ‘Nas’, lived with Nas and his mother, has some type of history despite her willingness to spread em’ for the ‘champions’.. this chick’s story screams of dollars and no cents.. get it? .. no sense.

Haha *I amuse me*

Oh yeah, Carmen Bryan was sued for not paying the person who wrote her book. Not that she lied,  she’s not a writer, like.. say, Wendy Williams. You hire someone to put your story on paper.

I do a lot of defending this Bryan chick, just because there is a lot of surface talk, read the excerpt and that’s it. Think I need special favors for this stuff.

Katrina is best to pay her writer a LOT of money.

We all have a few problems with grammar, but her letter smells of dirt weed from a high-school dropout’s project window. Oh, I forgot she’s a career woman, all about her job.. she’s not a writer though, trust me.

The actual letter:

Dear- Editor, I just thought you would be interested in my article as well, about my relationship with Shawn Carter. I grew up in Brooklyn, NY and I met Shawn there and when I turned 18 of course Shawn was about to turn 30 me and him dated for two years. And to this day me and Jay Z is still together, he in fact wants to marry me. But I keep reminding him I don’t want no parts of him ever again.

So what Shawn do to keep me is buy me all these gifts better gifts than he buys Beyonce and he calls me almost everyday. And that is because I am very close with his mom Ms.Gloria Carter, his sisters Annie, Michelle. But anyways, after I broke it off with him after 2 years of dating him, I got pregnant by him in 2003 and got a abortion. Because he was going with Beyonce at the time and me and Bee is the same age. So I got rid of his baby and yes I feel bad and everything, I do regret it but it was for the best. And I was into my work more than him, so that is why Jay put me in his “Lost Ones”. I than had it up to there with Shawn and all his stalkish ways, so I went with his right hand man Malik Cox who is known as Memphis Bleek just to make Jay stop calling me. And to my surprise that still did not work, so I started back talking to Jay again and to this day he will even tell you he have more love for me than Beyonce. But the reason he not leaving Beyonce is because he want her to have his seed. Because jay know I am not having his seed, he like it that Beyonce is his puppet. Because he know I will never be nobody puppet. So with all this said I am going to continue to air Jay-Z. And enclosed is my pictures of me and ex Memphis and with Shawn photo book I burned it up in his face. I am also in the process of writting a Tell All Book…. Really.. if she’s so close to his mother and sisters, why would she ‘air’ this in public? I mean out of respect for “Ms. Gloria Carter.” She’s gonna lose more than one.

☼ What's Your Opinion? ☼

1 bgc Sat, Dec 23, 2006 - 9:27 pm

it’s easy to say the song is about you AFTER the video is released.. for all anyone knows it could be about me. this is obviously a lie.

also printing it gives it more credibility than it’s worth.. on facts aside from groupie picture with memphis bleek? ridiculous

@her writing a book.. HAH! I laugh.. she can barely write an email.. much less a book.. so obviously ghetto I’d like to know what her “9 to 5” is. and a lot of people know Mrs. Carter.. she still works!! his siters probably live a low key life, I’m sure they know a few people jay knows doesn’t mean anything is real unless there is a statement or some sort of proof.. can’t believe people are giving this even a moment’s attention.. at lease we know Carmen’s story is part true.. Jay’s the one who put it out there so sure she has a right to respond ( and make some money ) but who is this ho?

2 bgc Sat, Dec 23, 2006 - 9:30 pm

oh yea and about gifts better than beyonce. I laugh at that

so far bee’s got paintings, dresses, jewelry for her birthday, trips to st. tropez, a vinttage jaguar/mercedes and a friggin 3million painting!

what’s this girl got? show and prove.. pictures?? everyone’s got a digicam now a days, so take a couple pics..  I should go to sohh and write this.. this is the second time I’ve read this and it’s just insane!

3 sakina Sun, Dec 24, 2006 - 2:21 am

ok what is the BIG deal about who SC is/was with?? I mean damn the man writes a song and automatically it is about “me” and so to get “back at him” I write a book?? wht is the big deal?? why all the hoopla?? I thoought superhead covered this??so a song has to be about someone huh? ok the song called “roll out” by LUDA was about when I told someone to roll out of bed because I wanted somethin to eat.. and he thought about me.. yes some random chick and decided to name a song about me.. DO you get my point?? I hope these women take heed to what I am writing.. STOP COMMING OUT OF THE SHADOWS SAYING A DAMN SONG IS ABOUT YOU.. WHO CARES??!! IF IT CARRIES A NICE BEAT THEN DAMN LET IT GO!! BUT PLEASE CANT WE JUST LISTEN TO THE SONG AND BE LIKE DAMN THAT’S A NICE SONG? NO WE GOTTA GO THROUGHT IT LINE BY LINE TO ASSUME HE’S TALKIN ABOUT A PERSON.. do peeps realize they are really sounding desperate to get in the spotlight?

4 Malice Mon, Dec 25, 2006 - 5:04 am

That’s obviously a fan/groupie pic with Bleek she looks too “Oh my God!!” in it, so much so that she looks downright scary ugly. Her letter just wreaks of a desperate uneducated chick with too much time on her hands and an imagination. NEXT!

5 Dawatcha Tue, Dec 26, 2006 - 1:43 am

Look It goes without saying that this trick ass hore is looking for a meal ticket. Come on noooowwwwwww People Books are envouge and every entertainer has a past but this is the wackest angle to go on. Do talk about what could have been??? talk about what is! but here we are entertaining her stuff as if theres any validity to it.

6 mslena Tue, Dec 26, 2006 - 12:34 pm

I feel bad for this girl because if you read between the lines this was done by someone else and not her.  I think it is mean to use someone elses picture to pull a prank. I say this because even if it is true the approach was not well thought out.  I bet one of her little nieces who may know about the alleged affair tried to pull this together thinking they were doing thier aunt a favor and she has no clue…at least that is the scenerio I hope it is because this approach was so classless and to extremely tacky to come straight from the horse’s mouth.

7 ME! Mon, Jan 01, 2007 - 7:12 pm

This is Obviously fake.. and like someone said before she looks a little too excited in that picture with Memphis.. I think its all a lie. And if she is telling the truth who cares about her or her relationship with Jay Z.. That is between her and Jay and Beyonce.. The only person who should care is Beyonce… And neither of us is her so we dont care… Anyone can say that the song is about them. Shit the song is about me. Now wat. Just kidding. but its just showing you how easy it is for someone to say something is about them if the person who wrote it didnt say it themselves…

8 roach Tue, Jan 02, 2007 - 6:01 am

verse bout beyonce yo

9 roach Tue, Jan 02, 2007 - 6:01 am

verse bout beyonce yo

10 jadasFedUp Mon, Jan 08, 2007 - 3:49 pm

2 word:
YEAH RIGHT

p.s.
She’s already got a ghostwriter.  I have analyzed the letter and it appears it was written by her 7 year old sister.  My sources tell me the 7 year old was paid in McDonald Arch cards.
Thank you very much!

11 sweeties157 Tue, Jan 09, 2007 - 12:09 pm

i’ve read a simular story to this on http://www.bwboard.net and their both lies in my opinion

12 myrtrice2004 Mon, May 19, 2008 - 2:39 pm

ok well, i have known Trina all of my life. this chick is psycho. I love her, no doubt. First of all she did not grow up in Brooklyn. She grew up in Baltimore, Maryland. This girl was on Dr. Phil for stalking Jay-Z. I know her aunt, who raised her, is too embarrassed.

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